Please Note ...

Never be the same Fool Twice ... always learn from the dumb sh*t you gotta go through, otherwise you're just as dumb as the sh*t.

I'm Just a {B}Logger at Heart ...

So ... I'm working on a new project that included me looking through all of my ancient journals!!! I love going back and realizing just how far I've come on soooo many different levels. One dream of mine was always to start up a magazine. Back in the day I would create all these little journals, seperate from my private ones, and let my friends read through them like it was an actual magazine! I ran across one and decided to share it with my blogger world. It was funny to me, because here I am almost 10 years later, still sharing all the craziness that runs through my mind ... hope you enjoy!!!

Motivation

Stepping stones .... that's my coping mantra.

Everything that you go through in life is a step closer to where you want to be. Be it good or bad. You're going to have low points that make you wanna crawl under a rock and die. And you're gonna have high moments that will have you thinking that life couldn't possibly turn it's back on you. Regardless of what happens, you have to keep moving forward. Don't allow the bad times to pull you backwards and don't let the good times keep you stagnant. Recognize it all for what it is ... stepping stones.

Keep it movin'.

Easy like Sunday morning ...

Felt good when I woke up today. All is not perfect in my world lately ... but I'm alive, healthy, & able. So **** it, I'm good. Not doing much today. Gonna get some R&R and do what I love.

Every Woman Needs ...

to know her worth and what she will & won't accept.

Time

Everyone deserves a break from everyday life. A time to gather your thoughts and figure out where you are in life. That's just what I've been doing for these couple days I've had off and I've come to some harsh realities. Only problem is ... now I have to figure out what to do about them. Keep moving like I don't know? Deal with it and the consequences that come along with dealing with it? Give myself time to think about what I really want, and not just what I want to do right now? I really don't know at this moment. So I guess I'll be up late tonight ... writing.

~Cc~

SUPA STARDOM ...

The girls threw a little bday celebration for me at work and the theme was SupaStar for a day. Check out the pics below ...

and the 'Most Anticipated Author' award goes to ...

My{Real}Space

the decor.

footnote ... see why I'm always to busy to call anyone???

It's my Destiny

the cake was filled with strawberries ... Mmmmm.

Special Thanks to Korri, Scarlett, Jazzy & my screamin' fan Vanessa ... love you girls!!!

And ....

It's EARTH DAY so be as green as you can be , and don't forget to turn off your lights for 1 minute at 9pm. {I have kiddies, of course I watch Nick}

Happy B~Day to Me ... Happy B~Day Little B ... and some otha sh*t

Today is the Big 2~4 for me and I share this special day with an old friend of mine's daughter!!!!! I'm at work but you should see all the love ... I'll defintely post pics later tonight. Not big on the party scene so I'll probably be in chill mode for the rest of my day. The best part is ... I'm on vacation after this, bitches!!!! And believe me, I need one ... from everything!!!! Also, don't forget to check out my pro~blog at Redroom for my monthly update ... just click on Cc's Links at the top of this page and then on Cc's Monthly Updates.

be back soon ... Cc.

Nite, nite.

Aiight ... I'm takin' my crazy ass to sleep.

It's TC, bitches.

I kind of fell into watching CandyGirls since it comes on right after Kimmy K & the crew, but I'm not mad that I did. It's always interesting to me to see how others live their lives {I like to watch drama vs. living it} Tonight's show portrayed Terricka in a very different light. I'm so used to the "bitch" but tonight she actually seemed real to me. No longer untouchable and unmoved. Love gets the best of us all and the blatant truth is the we DO care about what others think. We ARE afraid to put ourselves out there, because of all the risks involved. No one is immune to it, no matter who strong we may APPEAR to be. It was actually kind of refreshing and I like her more for it. It shows that the REAL strength is in taking those risk inspite of the naysayers.

Just Do It ... like Nike said.

I am the queen of procrastination.

There, I said it.

I'll know what I have to do ... decide when I'm going to do it. Create a whole entire plan to do it ... and I still won't do it. Why??? I guess it's something I need to right about, because I still don't know the answer to that one 3 days shy of 24 years. What I do know is that it's hindering me, and a great teacher once told me, 'any trait that you have that is hindering you, practice getting rid of it ... you can change anything that you want, all you have to do is want to'. So my plan today and everyday on, is to take heed to that great teacher. I was even procrastinating on writing this blog!! I'm laying there watching Candy Girls {1 of my guilty pleasures}, ideas upon ideas popping into my mind, but I'm also thinking ... I need to take my ass to sleep. I'm tired, but if I can stay up to watch some damn show I sure as hell can write what's on my mind. Especially since my last blog was about doing whatever it takes to do what you love! So yeah, here I am ... writing. And I'm making it a personal goal to be here every night. So prepare to be OD'ed on Cc, blogger world. I hope you're ready ...